A Feeling of Lost and Sadness…

Sigh… No wonder people say, the older you get, the higher you get, the further you get. You get lesser and lesser friends…

Used to have many friends around me to share my worries, concerns and sadness when I was in school, poly and uni… Used to have that special someone in my life to stand by my side to hear out my thoughts and support my decision… But now… Love is lost and all my friends are either working, overseas, busy with their families, busy with their personal life. Have no one to turn to… Sigh… This sudden feeling of lost and sadness just engulf me. Feel so helpless and powerless now. Don’t know what to do and what will things lead to. What awaits for me? I got many questions, I guess the quest to look for the one in my life might take a turn if I choose the path given to me… Should I take that path? Or should I break free? Or should I…?

I don’t know what to do…