Things that I want in Life but did not fulfill it

It has been quite a while since my last update as I am very busy these days and I am kind of demotivated... Probably it is those mid-life crisis thing I guess. :P

Anyway, was looking back at the last 32 years of my life and thought of a question which I like to share with all. Do you have things that you want to achieve in life or things that you want to do but just cannot do it because you do not have the talent for it?

I, for once admit that I am never artistically inclined... I cannot draw or sketch unless it consists of straight lines which is much used in technical drawings. I cannot pick up an instrument and play because I am tone deaf but I still love instrument such as the flute. Even though I got good camera gears and equipment but my photos are just those of average standard... I am lack of the eyes, mind, heart and soul for creative subjects.

As age passed and schedule getting busy, I guess there are things that I want to do but do not think that I can do it. Example, horse riding. I am getting heavier and my weight control is an issue, so I guess horse riding is out... I want to try archery too but no time to commit and no one to go with me... Was hoping to pick up some new language, maybe French, Korean and Japanese but I am not sure if I can commit due to my work as I have been working on weekends for the last 2 months... It is really tiring. The fact that when I want to do something, I want to do it well hence I will put my heart fully to it and I need a lot of commitment. With my busy schedule, I am worried that I will give up my language course halfway...

Life is short and we only live this once and I really wish to live my life to the fullest to make it more meaningful... Hope that all those things that I could not achieve or do will not become a regret in my life. I really hope so...

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